It's been a while now brother, three years today actually. We still miss you. Not in the everyday type of sadness but a big picture "think about how much you've missed" type of sadness. Three years is a long time. Life has changed a lot since you've been in it. I wish you were here to be a part of it. To see your younger siblings grow up and stop being kids. To hang out and be my friend-we were just getting to the friend stage of being siblings. I wish you were here to love on Scout and Levi. You'd be jealous that Alec got a puppy and that Emma got an ipad. I wonder what you would be doing, what your life would have added to ours. I miss your smile and your laughter. I love you!